Name: Sam
Age: 15
DOB: July 17, 1995
Likes: Cold, wolves, sleep, friends, the list continues
Dislikes: Heat, stuck up people, tons more stuff I could put but don't feel like doing it
Just some stuff about me. I'm an athletic girl. I'm also very shy around people I don't know very well, but given time, I may warm up to you, so feel free to talk. I support my friends big time and I don't take crap from anyone who criticizes me (or said friend) for being friends with them (or anything rude). I have a temper and I do get angry quite easily, so just watch it. I'm also easy to upset, though I don't really show it. I'm a tomboy, don't like it? then go away =3.
In real life, I'm very quiet (as well as the other stuff). It's hard for anyone to get me to talk much unless it's a topic I can get into. But overall, I have a very quiet nature (until someone gets me mad).
I'm also rather mature for my age. I've been told by classmates and friends, teachers, and doctors.
Just feel free to talk if you want to get to know me better.
Also, I'm not much of an artist. I stick to photography and writing mostly these days. Though I don't post much, I am doing what I do, so don't worry.
Way too much to explain all at once without making it seem like an essay. Mostly some major fucking bullshit from my girlfriend's parents. And it's pissing me off, it's pissing her off, I'm hurt and depressed as hell from it, she's depressed and hurt from it. My family's really not helping much. I can't wait till we're both fucking 18 so we can get away from them and we don't have to hear/deal with their bullshit.
I've lost 7-8 pounds from it all. Being depressed and barely eating, but still doing my "normal, before all this shit" stuff. Like getting up early for school, lifting, running, etc.
I'm sorry to hear that Sam. Parents seem to always want to mess with things in situations like this. That's one of the main reasons my boyfriend and I haven't come out to our parents yet. Not that I think mine won't understand but, I know his certainly won't. Things like this never go unopposed in some way by the parents it seems, even if they do seem initially supportive. I can't really speak as to what it's about truely based on what you're giving me, but none the less. Best you can hope for is it all blows over eventually I assume. Though it's good you're still continuing most of your everyday activities despite the fact that all this shit is going on.
Nah. It's really not all that great that I'm still doing everyday activities. I keep dropping weight and I'm barely putting any back on in muscle. It's not a good situation. I've been thinking way too much, and that's just putting me down more and more. We can barely talk 'cause of them, but mostly her mom. I'm going absolutely insane... I hope this bullshit stops sooner than what it's sounding like... I miss her, she misses me, we're still together and all.. But I've always been insecure and I always think too much.. And it's just making this all worse..
I assume you have a point with the weight loss thing, but at least it's better than your everyday activities ceasing entirely due to depression. Better than being crippled and stuck doing nothing because of it. At least, that's my opinion. I do wish you luck with the situation however. I know it's hard to go without being able to see or communicate with the person you love. It's not a pleasant experience by far. I hope it improves sometime soon.
And yes, I discovered sometime last summer that I was bi. I've been with my boyfriend for seven months now.
Aside from discovering I was bi and finding love in my boyfriend, I've also come to love My Little Pony oddly enough. I've gotten very much interested in philosophy and the subsequent history of it, I cut and scarred my hand while opening Christmas presents like a pro, and my vocabulary has broadened quite a bit as it seems. Looking back at some of my old comments and journals makes me facepalm a bit.
Also I've adopted an over use of w faces. .w. So I hope you don't mind that too much.
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I'm back from a week and a half MIA trying to ease some stress. And I'm still not on much anyhow. I've seriously backed off after Christmas.
I've been thinking about the military myself, but for me it all depends of the economy when I get outta high school. 'Cause if I got the money, I'm going to college for engineering.
It's amazing to see how much we've grown up. Already trying to plan out our futures when just a few years ago we didn't care. Amazing
Haha. I love how being online talking to friends makes it feel like I'm back in school talking to 'em. I've met some pretty awesome people in the damn school and online. What would we do without friends?
It's okay. I'm a pretty friendly person and can usually be trusted. If you have any issues or questions about ANYTHING, just ask.
and no, I'm not a serial killer, no matter what Thexy tells you.
"Don't make a girl a promise, if you know you can't keep it."
-Cortana
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Life and stuffposted May 10th 2012, 1:21PM
Mood: Blah
Music: The Con by Tegan and Sara
Alright. I think I'm gonna start giving a quick little update for all you once a month.
With that said, This is what I've been doing for the past month.
School.
LAST MONTH. Finally. My last day is May 24th. I'm ready for summer and trying to be a little more stress free. And I'm sure without all the homework and such, my stress will be cut down quite a bit.
Relationship.
For those of you who don't know me or the situation, my girlfriend and I have been dating for 9 months (on May 13th). We're kinda in a rough patch with her mother trying to keep us apart and such (the reason I've been really depressed lately). I don't see why it's a big deal we're together, especially after all this time. I can understand the first few months or whatever, but still. Not now. It's kinda really stupid. But the good news, we're fighting through it together and literally playing Romeo and Juliet. To an extent. We can't really see each other quite yet (except over Skype when her mother and/or brother isn't around) 'cause I don't have my license quite yet. But once I get it, I'm sure I can go see her more. It's kinda long distance, but really not. there's about a Marathon between us. And those of you who don't know that, about 26.2 miles. So no, we don't go to school together. Sadly. But the good news is, we're still together and stuff like that. (:
Family.
I can't wait till I can get out honestly. I'm starting to get sick of the shit they're JUST NOW deciding to bitch at me about. And I'm really not caring. They can just keep talking. I am who I am and if they don't like it, oh well. I'm not gonna sit here and try to be someone I'm not to make them happy. It's stupid. Either they grow up and get over it and accept me for who I am, or they get can keep talking and be ignored. Another reason I've been pretty down lately. Some of the stuff they say can be pretty hurtful.
Future plans?
My short-term future plans are to get my hair cut at the end of the month or early June. Which means Senior Pictures really soon. And then I have all kinds of 4-H stuff to do through June and July. But June's gonna be fairly laid back. July I have my 17th birthday, possibly camp again, getting ready for my senior year, and so on. Including getting back into running again for my last year of Cross Country. Probably gonna get my license near the end of the summer as well.
Internet life?
It seems I'm probably gonna be back on here more often. I may be posting more art as well, but not much drawings or anything. Probably more metals, photography, and things like that. Same with my deviantArt.
As for Youtube, I've been thinking about getting more serious on there and actually posting videos. Which means, I need things to make videos about. Ask me stuff on here or ask for other places to contact me to ask things. Give me ideas. Videos probably won't start until I get done being all stuffed up and sick. 'Cause that would make a very lame first few videos.
Anyhow, that is all for this update. Comment, inbox, or ask for where else you can contact me if you wanna talk. (:
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"I will hold onto this hope that I have
You gave me a promise, you gave me a promise
I will push through this moment, I'll never give up
You gave me a promise, You gave me a promise"
~You gave me promise~
-Fireflight-
Little corner of people that mean everything to me. She's amazing. =3 Don't hurt her, or I will be very, very pissed off. Nice guy, understanding too. Please be kind.
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